Friday, January 13, 2006
I really don't know what to put for the title. Haha.
So anyways, I was in my car on the way to Hyatt and it was raining super heavily with all the lightning and thunder that creeps me out. And at that moment, I was actually wondering whether the lightning would strike me and that I would die.. I know that doesn't sound good at all. But I just can't help wondering. Of course I brush that scary thought off my mind. Still, I was thinking, If I were to die at that moment, will I be satisfied with my life? You know how some people who had experienced a near death-experience said that, before you die, it seemed like your whole life flashes right before you. I was wondering, what will flash before me? What achievements in life do I have that'll make me feel satisfied? Than I realised, I have not done anything!! Ok.. I guess it's too early to say. Haha. I mean, me being 17 and having no achievements, I think it's the normal thing for a normal teen.
But really, what if I'm 40 and have nothing?? Damn! I would regret it. So I have decided to strive hard for what I've always dreamed of... A life with no difficulties in terms of financial and family and everything!!! Sorry.. this entry is crap..
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
Honestly, how many of you never, and I mean NEVER lie before?
Sad to say, all of us have at least lied once and even more. Why do we do that? Well, the reason is simple: to get out of trouble. Some lie to please other people. Some lie to protect others which they call "The White Lie". No matter what kind of lie, they are STILL a lie. So, admit it! We are all living pinocchios!!! There is a liar in all of us just like there is a loser in us.
Remember the last time you called your friend a loser? Well, without you realising, you are calling yourself. There's a loser in all of us. It's just a matter of how much? I believe celebrities have once been a loser. All those famous people, have once been a loser. It's just that, some people chose to remain as one while others, well, they grow out of it and they become the non-loser? But even though you are the most popular girl or guy in school, I believe there are times you act like a loser. I'm not saying that it's ok to be one and I'm not saying that it's not ok to be one either. People are different, and you can never change that. Some people like to be unnoticed whom people label "loser" while others, want to be the centre of the attention, they want to be noticed, want to be known. So they grow out of their "loser life". Think hard, there must be one time you act like one. Admit it.. It's sad, I know...
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Monday, January 02, 2006
Why men are so afraid of the C-word? and that word is COMMITMENT.
The word in any context other than the one having to do with what a woman wants from the man she loves is rife with negative connotations. "He was committed to an insane asylum." Or the onerous, "He committed a crime." You get the picture?
Definition: to commit
- to put officially in custody or confinement
-to hand over or set apart to be disposed of
- to commit something to the trash heap
Definition: commitment
-official consignment by court order of a person to prison, mental hospital,erc.
- a financial liability undertaken
AND FINALLY
- a pledge or promise to do something
Soo, you get the idea?
Well, to me, commitment means something else. It means that I can simply look to the face beside me and rest assured that whatever follows will not have to be endured alone. It means that someone will laugh at my jokes, or at least smile.
I want the person who kissed me good morning to be the same person who kisses me good night.
I believe most men want these things, but the C-word terrifies them... Does it?
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First off, I want to wish everyone a belated Merry Christmas =p and Happy New Year!! I've been looking forward to a new year, a new beginning to a whole new life. And, a whole new ME!!
So, nyways, I was in Hong Kong for the christmas, t'was great!! Well, kinda like orchard road but is the whole Hong Kong, with all the lightings, and people wearing that santa hat, the spirit is soo there. Didn't stay out late cause it was crowded. Hong Kong was great. The winter is so nice... No hotness. LoL! ShenZhen is a shopping paradise. Haha. Shopped a lot and lots and lots of stuffs. The living place was better than HK too. Haha. And the tickets for the train is like this plastic green coin that you use like EZ-Link. COoool.
New year... planned to go to Tony Romas but decided not to cause the road is damn jam. Went to Pantai Mutiara to eat the seafood and proceeded to my apartment hoping to see fireworks. Watched red shoes with my brothers and his gf. Gives me heart attack. Watched half way and it was midnight. LOTS OF FIREWORKS!!! Can see damn clearly cause just right below (the tennis court) people set of the fireworkds. It was fabolous! Took some pictures or I should say lots!! The fireworks unlike Sg. They set it off in many different places and from my apartment, I can see many!! Faraway or near. So beautiful..... SIgh.. a good start to a new year. Went home after watching finish the movie. My bro's gf stayed overnight. Talked for about an hour. It feels great.. Like having a sister of my own...
Went to Tony Romas the next day for lunch. Delicious meal I shall say. Went back home and watch erm.. Gromit and Wallace i think that's how you spell it. Funny movie.. Okie then.. ciao~
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