Friday, January 13, 2006
I really don't know what to put for the title. Haha.
So anyways, I was in my car on the way to Hyatt and it was raining super heavily with all the lightning and thunder that creeps me out. And at that moment, I was actually wondering whether the lightning would strike me and that I would die.. I know that doesn't sound good at all. But I just can't help wondering. Of course I brush that scary thought off my mind. Still, I was thinking, If I were to die at that moment, will I be satisfied with my life? You know how some people who had experienced a near death-experience said that, before you die, it seemed like your whole life flashes right before you. I was wondering, what will flash before me? What achievements in life do I have that'll make me feel satisfied? Than I realised, I have not done anything!! Ok.. I guess it's too early to say. Haha. I mean, me being 17 and having no achievements, I think it's the normal thing for a normal teen.
But really, what if I'm 40 and have nothing?? Damn! I would regret it. So I have decided to strive hard for what I've always dreamed of... A life with no difficulties in terms of financial and family and everything!!! Sorry.. this entry is crap..
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