What am I doing in this world full of nonsense and lies?

I was just thinking, some parents don't want their child to grow up.Why is that? After much thought, I came up with a reason which, to me, sounds reasonable. You know how a child goes through many phases of growing up. One of which is the crawling and another, the walking. I guess some parents don't want their child to grow up because if they grow, they'll learn how to crawl and eventually learn how to walk. And they're afraid that after learning all that, they'll walk AWAY from them. They want a child to be forever a baby so that they can take care of him/her always and not having to worry that they'll mix with bad companies, walk out on their parents, doing some illegal stuffs, etc, etc,etc.. Get it? Oh nevermind, I'm just trying to express what I'm thinking. =) If I were a parent, I wouldn't want my child to grow up either. I don't want them to learn how to crawl and walk.. But, it's how life goes, a child will become a teenager and then adult. Parents can't tie them down forever that is unless the child marries the parents. It's hard to let go of your child, like letting them out of the cage and they'll make a new home and stuffs like that. But that's cycle of life, something that you can't prevent from happening. So the least a child can do to repay whatever the parents have done for him/her is, to always remember them eventhough you live at 2 different ends of the world. Call them, let them know you're thinking of them. That's enought to put a smile on their faces for a week!! It's never easy to let someone you love so much go and have their way. Try to understand them if they don't want you to move too far away.. Remember, you're always a child in their eyes.
Well, it's not like I'm a parent myself, it's just that, somehow... I know how they're feeling.. Believe it or not..

MeR stepped on your garbage

You left me with no words
But memories that stays....
You entered my life
Since the day I was born.

But now you're gone like the wind
I am sad, I am down
But I know you're better off now.
I know you're no longer in pain
Now that you've gone...

You're gone...
A fact that I can't deny.
I miss you, I really do
I love you, I really do
But now you're gone...
Something I have to accept

I watch you breath your last
It pains me like a thousand daggers
Piercing through the heart
But it pains me more to see you suffer

I pray for the best
And if this is the best
I'll let you go
I sincerely do....

Now that you're gone...
Remember me, us always, your loved ones
Protect us from above
Now that you're gone...

Grandma, oh grandma,
You'll always be in my heart, my soul
Never will I forget you
Never will I forget the times
All of us had with you

Many memories that will stay with us
All the happy memories we had
Will always be remembered
And never forgotten

Tears shed, heart broken
Now that you've gone...

Popo, we'll always love you and you'll always be in our minds like we had always been in yours. You remember us, children, grandchildren, even when we're apart. You bought for us clothes, knowing what kind of clothing we like to wear. You always remember us wherever you are and now it's our turn. We might not be able to repay whatever you had done. All we can do is hope that you're doing good and resting in peace. Do come visit us in our dreams sometime, and let us know that you're fine. Love you always popo.

MeR stepped on your garbage

Shan't say too much. Let's just say, the outcome is disappointing. Getting over it right now. =) There are much more important things in life. Like a uni cert. Thanks Yixian for enlightening me. Haha. And congratulations to 2 of my best friends who did much better. Love ya'll always..

I realise something. In this life, there's no end to complaining. After you complaing about one thing, you realise there are bigger things that you can complain about. The complain about ezlink loss, is smaller to the complain of my result, and there are bigger complains than the result. So you see, the chain is endless. I can only say one thing, don't stop complaining. =)

MeR stepped on your garbage

In Singapore now and no.. Inspiration haven't visited me yet.
Today is so not my day.. I just topped up my ez link and it's gone. I think I lost it in Long John but the people working there has nooo manners.. Mind you, LJ in Tiong Bahru.. They won't even ask or think or even let me finish my sentence and they already say "NONONO". I'm so sure I left it there. Or maybe the cleaning lady who is not that normal.. Throw it away (which I hope is the case) rather than someone picking it up and "dukun-in" me and my family.. There's a family photo FYI. T-T if I haven't top up I don't mind losing it. Oh well, enough of complaining. Just take it that the loss rid meof my badluck and I'll get as little points for my O level. =D

I just wonder why some people are so rude. Oh yes, Inspiration is here. Like, do they have any problem as in mentally that they just can't respect other people and not be rude. I'm sure in your life so far, you have met with numerous rude people. Some that you just can't stand. Do you ever wonder why those people act that way? I have. But never got the answer. Just have to accept that in this world.. many people are like that. I think they've got something wrong in their mind. Poor them... =)

MeR stepped on your garbage

Okok. I know I'm supposed to update like ages ago. It's just that I have one problem. I DON'T HAVE ANY INSPIRATION!!! Nope, not a single one strikes me. It's just strange how when you're looking for an inspiration it won't come to you. However, when you're at the wrong place, wrong time, everything wrong, it comes. It's not strange but IRRITATING!!
So anyways.. I'VE GOT MY DRIVING LICENCE!!! But that doesn't mean i drive well. Still need lots of practice, still... I'm happy that I can drive! Oh well, I'll write when inspiration strikes me.. That is... God knows when.. OH oh! O level result is coming out on the 10th. Like... WHAHT?!

MeR stepped on your garbage