What am I doing in this world full of nonsense and lies?

You know people say that first impression is the most important and bla bla bla. But come to think of it, I just have to disagree and of course I do have my own reason. I'm not saying that first impression is not important. It's just that it's not as important as what most people make it sound to be. Like, first impression will decide everything and stuffs like that. Well, it's important in the case of job interview but for making friends and other stuffs, I don't think is thaat important. If first impression is important, how about 2nd impression? When you just met this person, maybe you think that "Ew, why does he/she look so proud?" but after you get to know them, you start talking and hanging out with them, will you think back and say "Hm.. He/She is proud after all." And then you'll want to be friends with them. But, will you base your decision on the first impression? Like, "Oh, they're not that bad after all but because my first impression of him/her is that he/she is proud, I shall not hang out with them anymore." Honestly, will you actually think that way? Do you get the point I'm trying to get across? It's not first impression that matters most. If it is, then why is there a phrase that says "Don't judge a book by its cover." Isn't it contradicting the saying "First impression is important"? Isn't life funny? It's so full of contradiction, irony that sometimes you just can't figure out the right from the wrong. Life itself is a contradiction.

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Hi peeps! I just wanna say, EIGHT BELOW ROCKS!!! Fine, I cried for almost the whole movie but so what. I just feel such a connection with the dog. I know this sound stupid, but I really do. I could feel what the dogs were feeling. You know, like some of you felt some kind of connection with something and stuffs like that. That's exactly how I was feeling. Even when the movie wasn't showing the dogs, I can cry when whatever they're showing is not sad.. Sigh.. I miss my dogs.. I LOVE EIGHT BELOW!! I wanna watch it again... Why why why?? Maybe it's because I have had dogs since I was 1? But I kinda like the feeling of being connected to them. Sometimes I feel that I just know what they're thinking. PEOPLE!! YOU HAVE TO WATCH EIGHT BELOW!!!

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HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH ERISCA W!!! =D

Just an addition for the update.. The school here.. NO RULES!! Ok, not exactly no rules at all but there's not a single shitty rule like in Singapore eg. no eating sweet in class, bla bla bla.. here, in the class you can do anything you want!! Fine... Almost anything. It's free here.. But sometimes you kinda miss the teacher's scolding and nagging cause they don't do it here.

Anyways.. Today is ERISCA SWEET SEVENTEENTH!!!!! Aww... I bought her an engraved bracelet. Hope she likes it. So, I went home after 2 lessons today and cook my lunch which was, FYI, DELICIOUS!!! REALLY!! It was so good that I want another plate but there wasn't anymore left =( The thing is, I don't really know what ingredients to put so I practically add everything in the amount that I THINK is right. It turns out damn good lah! OK, after that.. I went to take a nap. Hahaha. I know PIIIGG! But I was so sleepy and Erisca is still having her class.. After getting an sms from her, I head to her house and all of us (Chandra, Lawrence, Alice, Erisca and me) went to the city to get stuffs for our dinner.. We went back and start the cooking!! The dishes turned out great and they love my fried rice!! Muahahah *sense of achievement* We sure had lots of fun!! Laugh like crazy.. and each of us perform our ?miming? (mimeing?) for the Drama test tomorrow. SHucks! Anyway, I'm kinda sick of updating my everyday life.. Going back to some philosophies or ideas.. Hahahaha. yeah right....

I'm trying to kiss Erisca while Lawrence is kissing the frog prince.. Wahahaha

The birthday girl with the birthday cake and 2 star candles (kasian deh ka bekas.. haha)

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Ok deh ka.. neh gw update.
Hey guys, welcome back to me. Hahaha. Anyways, I'm just going to update about my life here in Melbourne. A boring city with nothing to do during public holidays. How great is that?
Life's been just so-so. Nothing great bout this. Bought a few stuffs already and that burns a hole in my pocket. Sigh... Why things are so expensive??!! Even the food is expensive. Just have to get used to it. It's easter holiday now.. Been having holidays since last Friday. If it's like this in Singapore I'll say "WOOHOO!! IT'S SHOPPING TIME!" but in Melbourne, "BOOHOO.. NOTHING-TO-DO-SLACK-AT HOME DAY.." I kinda miss Singapore.. Miss Vivian Lai my best friend!! I MISS YOU BABY!! hope I'll get to see you in June. I miss everyone there... Especially my aunt.. I miss my mom and dad and brothers too. I'm having so much alone time that I feel lonely.. School's not as busy here. Not many homework yet I guess. But there's school everyday!! But not really full day.. Some days I went to school for only 1 and a half hour while some days.. from 8.45 to 5.15!! Things gonna change after we join the feb intake next week. Hope on some days I don't have to go to school. Haha. And there's something that I have to think about every single day that is.... WHAT TO EAT!! It's getting annoying.. It's like I have to think for myself what to eat every single day. Very very annoying.. Unlike last time, my aunt is the one who think for me. How I miss those times... Well, I'm learning to cook at least.. =) and the food I cook is edible ok!! I MISS ERICA KOSASIH!!!! You know what ka? Last night I dreamt of you and you're like coming here and living with me.. And when your mom left she was crying and you started to cry too... It's a strange dream. Ok then.. I'll update more next time.. All I can say for now is that Melbourne is BOOOORRRIINNGG!!

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