Monday, November 13, 2006
Sometimes it surprise you to know many people care... Sometimes you thought that everyone has their back turned on you. When in truth, you're just paranoid.. They care... And now I know..
Thank you Iksky, Cherie, Jen, Chandra and Nie.. I love you guys so much!
I don't really enjoy this single thing at the moment. Hahaha.. Cause everywhere I see, couples! Love! But yes, I can just be patient and wait for someone to come along.
Pardon me for the previous emo post.. PMS. Blame it all on that.. Update later! Ciao people!
MeR stepped on your garbage
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I feel so unwanted, so alone, so unloved.....
It seems like everyone around me has someone they love, they care about and they have someone who love them back, who care for them. Who do I have? No one.. All I have is me, myself and I.......
[I long for your presence, your touch, your lips and your LOVE...]
[Where art thou?]
MeR stepped on your garbage
BACK PEOPLE! Apology for the long absence. No excuses. =)
I'm currently torn between 2. I don't know which one to choose. I don't knooooww!! I hate all these choices that we have to make in life you know. Why can't there be ONE choice? Well, because life will be BORING!! Oh Gosh... I need serious help.
There are just some things that I've learnt throughout my life so far. One thing is that you have to expect the unexpected. You don't expect someone to do something to you but he/she did. And through experiences, I've learnt to keep things to myself. One tip: if you fear that anything you say may leak out, then zip it buddy! So yeah, I'm in a dilemma but I can't tell anybody about it because of this fear. And no, I'm not going ot risk any friendships just for my own happiness.
Have you ever thought about the people in the world as backstabbers? It just struck me that everyone in the world is backstabber! Maybe that's generalization but I can assure you that at least 95% of the world population are. Be honest, how many of you have really never ever talk about any of your friend? Gossiping=backstabbing. I'm guilty of that. Well, as long as it doesn't get to their ears. Haha!
I've been wondering, how many people actually achieve their dreams? I want to be one of the few or many I don't know. But I want to be one of them. Is it possible? Most people will say "Yes if you try hard enough" Oh come on.. Who you're trying to kid! Trying hard is not enough! Luck, fate play their parts too! Dang! So many things on my mind to write down but I just can't seem to put them in words. Well, I guess I shall stop now.
Anyways, exams are starting soon which means Trinity is ending!! OMG! It seems just like yesterday that I started Trinity. Being dumb and all.. Not knowing anybody, well except Ninie. Cliche stuffs to say at the end of something right. That's just how life is. On the bright side, it means that I'm going back soon!! And this is not and ending, but it is the beginning of something new. Something called "University". Sigh..... Why can't life freeze for a moment and let the people to take break and breath in some air. People are so busy with their lives, they don't even take the time to appreciate nature anymore!
Life is full of cliches!
MeR stepped on your garbage